Dark cloud

from Running and stumbling by Ptido

lyrics

I call you again
As if I had no regret
And it drives me insane
Cause I just couldn't forget
How much I felt the pain
But I keep it a secret
And it is a problem
That my mind can't accept

I have nothing to say
Because I am so confused
And I wanted to stay
Because my heart can't be moved
Maybe that I should pray
For not to be accused
No matter anyway
Because I have nothing to prove

But you want me to believe
The lies that should save me
I'm about to achieve
This freaking bad story
I don't know why I should live
Since your feelings don't agree
They are so agressive
So I can not even see

I'm looking for a light
To find back my road
Cause I just have a sight
On a ignorant crowd
I am lost in the night
And I'm about to explode
This is just one more fight
Against this scary dark cloud

Would I forgive to myself, that I'm living a life, that I can't even control ?
Would you give me the chance, to know the meaning of life, just to save my soul ?
And I'm dying inside, and want to go back in time
And I'm lying each time, I say that I'm alright

I'm running, I'm falling, what else can I do ?
I'm leaving, I'm choking, trying to escape from you
I'm trying hard to survive in this freaking nightmare
I have lost all my pride and I'm in a complete despair

But don't say it's over, I'm not last forever
If I can't go deeper, I'll do anything for after

Would I forgive to myself, that I'm living a life, that I can't even control ?
Would you give me the chance, to know the meaning of life, just to save my soul ?
And I'm dying inside, and want to go back in time
And I'm lying each time, I say that I'm alright

Just tell me how to fight (trying to escape)
Against what can ruin a life (but don't find any place)

Would I forgive to myself, that I'm living a life, that I can't even control ?
Would you give me the chance, to know the meaning of life, just to save my soul ?
And I'm dying inside, and want to go back in time
And I'm lying each time, I say that I'm alright

credits

from Running and stumbling, released January 1, 2013
Dorian Colas

license

about

Ptido Dijon, France

Facebook

discography

Let myself go

Jul 2013
Running and stumbling

Jan 2013
Reprises

Jul 2012
Rest of thoughts

May 2011
Duos

Jul 2012

contact / help

Contact Ptido

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Report this track or account

If you like Ptido, you may also like:

Touched by the Stuff
by Motorists

Toronto rivals San Francisco as the North American capital of jangle pop as evidenced by this new record of sunny jams from the Motorists. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 16, 2024
go to album
Record Dealin' Dick EP
by THE MONA REELS

The Mona Reels take on record clerk mansplainers with catchy power pop on this lively new EP. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 26, 2023
go to album
Lustre
by Glassreel

Gentle chamber pop with rich, rococo arrangements driven by winsome vocal melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 9, 2022
go to album
Thoughtz & Prayerz
by Heart Attack Man

The Cleveland band temper uncompromising metalcore breakdowns with infectious jangle-pop melodies and ample dark humor. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 1, 2021
go to album
Get Olde
by Crying

featured on Bandcamp Radio Dec 31, 2013
go to album
Pop and Circumstance
by Lunchbox

Longrunning Bay Area group Lunchbox draw on the hard-edged and stylish sound of 70s mod for their latest full-length. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 23, 2024
go to album
This Sporting Life
by The Smashing Times

Terrific jangle pop with an edge, somewhere between Television Personalities and R.E.M. with a bit of Kinks in there, too. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 2, 2023
go to album